Ways to kill depression!!

Well we all feel depressed somewhere at somepoint in life it could be anything relationships ,fear,sadness,loss.... modes of depressions are count less u name it and it starts ..

But what we should actually do when any one feels depressed i mean its easier to say that go out talk to frnds and listen music and watch some movies but these are things which u do when u feel like ... not when you are depressed coz in real when depression hits someone he or she cannt handle that scenario normaly thats why we called it depression .
But i guess i can suggest few things coz i had quite an experience regarding it .
well first of all if somebody come across with any such kind of situation where there is no way out then if you are spirtual and even if you are not try to become like that coz ,its not ur body which needs peace at that time its your mind your heart you have to make things clear and understandable to yourr self so be spirtual do any thing which relates with your religon jus tell your self that you have connection with God that connection might not be visible but its the strongest one if you are muslim then jus offer prayers even u hav neva did that in your past but jus to make ur self calm give it a try don’t feel hesitate don’t think that what God says that u neva bothered to remember him and when it comes ,the hard time u started actually lookin for him No, because God loves your more than you can imagine he always waits for your call ,Call of peace Call for happiness .And when you passed that formal and first stage of hastiness and utmost depression ,then start thinking about ways which for the time can divert your mind .,if you are a person like me who donnt have much frnds then jus start talking to your self but keep that in mind rather talking negatively about your self think positive neva blame your self for anything for any mistake but jus promise your self you wont repeat it again jus give your self one chance one positive motivation and lastly don’t lose hope .
Believe on God then believe on your self in the end everything will be fine :)

Exams Fever!!

“God when they are far we never care and when there are only few days left we actually started thinking about them “
Why this happens to me always ? Is it me only or there are other people like that ? I don’t think so any body could be more care free when it comes for exams and not just hourly or terminal exams but Final exams ?? May be that’s because I am too lazy or careless at least that’s what my teachers in school complaint with my parents in annual parents teachers meeting ,but I don’t think so that’s the only reason I mean that is the biggest but there are other reasons as well,
First of all I am not happy with this examination procedure I mean why do I have to proof teachers that I have learn so many things, teacher should be capable of judging this throughout the sessions that which student has what potential .if they cannot what’s the use of making them a teacher or an instructor.
Second thing I do not have any problem in quizzes or assignments or any surprise test where we don’t have to study for hours and take that never ending dilemma of tension, but those tests are really mind boggling and can be refreshing at least when u gain good grade in something where your intelligence and presence of mind is being tested rather the quantity of words, you remember in certain period of time.
Third thing if you have good “PR “ with capital p and capital r with your teacher there is no need to give any exams just write your name in the answer sheet ,write a personal not in the copy’s main page and believe me you’ll pass without giving any hectic three hours long exam.
And the last thing although whatever things I have against exams in my mind before one day of my final exams I have to study because my all above mentioned reasons or argues failed when it comes to me  sadly .And that’s where I suffer !

The most beautiful person on this earth

MY MOTHER”tribute to my mother on mothers day”

Being a first child of my mother, I personally feel great attachment to her I guess my siblings feel the same and every child on earth feels the same way … because this relation which we term as a mother has its own undefined persona the more you try to define her the more you feel a need to be defined her again and again , So does I we all feel that our mothers are the bestest of all and she is one of the top mothers in world but the reality is they all are same for their children .

It’s such a strange fact that a mother can share her love equally to his all children ,which an ordinary person cannot like a fathers love can be variable like my father he loves more to my brother than me but my mother I always see the same shine in her eyes for all of us how she does that ? Totally mystical.

Another fact although I love my mother a lot but I always feel it’s nothing in front of my mother’s love I feel unsatisfied because somewhere in my sub conscious I want to love her back as she loves me I want to balance the amount of love we share but I always failed , I really don’t know how to praise her how to let her know that mom I love you the same way you loved me or may be i can never reach that point ,but still I just wanted to thank God that he gave me this blessing without which I m always incomplete .

Long live my mother …And God bless her !

Save the world!!

What is Global Warming?
By definition “Carbon dioxide and other gases warm the surface of the planet naturally by trapping solar heat in the atmosphere. This is a good thing because it keeps our planet habitable. However, by burning fossil fuels such as coal, gas and oil and clearing forests we have dramatically increased the amount of carbon dioxide in the Earth’s atmosphere and temperatures are rising.”
The vast majority of scientists agree that global warming is real, it’s already happening and that it is the result of our activities and not a natural occurrence. The evidence is overwhelming and undeniable.
We’re already seeing changes. Glaciers are melting, plants and animals are being forced from their habitat, and the number of severe storms and droughts is increasing.

We all are Poser

Sum times I feel that fakeness is so much around us now , it’s hard to even figure it out , there were times when people actually feel bad when they try to change their identity but now we all are posing every time ,we feel bad to show our real name ,name that our parents searched for so much may be ages before our birth letting their utmost feelings and emotions involved, like few days back I just went through a person when I asked his name he told me its AB ,I asked again thinking he must be telling me his nick name but the answer was same then I changed my question AB stands for he said Allah Baksh BINGO!

Then there is again an another incident which was quite funny, I went to a rock jamming session there it was a guitarist looking or trying to look like a dedicated rock star, when the band started playing it was all good but just after they finished their performance I noticed the guitarist’s electric wire of his guitar and guess what he was playing the electric guitar without even plugging it inside the switch..BINGO

Similar kind of another incident I went through recently when I visited my aunt who came after 5 years from US , as soon as we reached her place and entered her house she started talking about US at first I enjoyed but after two or three hours I actually started feeling getting trap in US phobia she was so over whelmed about her stay there, it seemed as if she lives there since ages she told us about his sons paper marriage with some person he even didn’t know about with such a pride so that he can get green card .BINGO

God our poor Pakistani in complex people when are they gonna leave their insecurities ahhhh……….?i guess we are the only nation living in self deprivation… we even don’t bother to search for our identity.

I kept on wondering what’s was so bad in telling me the real name may be he thinks it’s not that hip or trendy or maybe he feels shame but the point is why>?? And then what’s the need of this rock star to pose that he is a guitarist I mean when he got this guitar what’s the harm in learning how actually to play it ?

And what’s so prideful to leave your country and stay somewhere as a second citizen and do paper marriages there ?????

Why each time we try to hide our those belongings which we think our social community will not accept or its little different I guess the more weirdness you have the more unique you are ,we all are individuals and if we have anything unique or different associated with us we should try to feel proud of it and if we don’t have those wealthy and glittery back grounds what’s so bad about it or need to pose something we are not , my point is fakeness kills the beauty of our personality because in the end the reality do comes in front of all and rather facing that embarrassment it’s good to be real.

No More my self....

well afta realizing this fact that blog is actually a place for nice and sum meaningful discussions,afta visiting few pplz blk i now planned to cut down my biography idea :P although it was quite meaningful but still, mood swingned ..
rite now i dun hav anything to actually tok about but ill for sure ..
Today i m not in good mood coz i had a worst start ,i gota faced the worst thing as i lost my dear cat :( i looked her everywhere as she is the first specie i look for wen i wake up ,it was due to our shifting of place where she wasnt feeling comfortable since we shifted there i did hav an idea but i neva knew she would be gone somewhere i searched every corner but when i didnt find her i lost all my hopes i cried for hours my dad my mom everyone waas searching her but she was no where :( i cannt describe wat i felt all i was doing crying and praying God to send her back and then my pray got answered n finally i found her downstairs hiding in a corner of wall poor soul my dad last nite forgot to unlocked the doors n she was outside ...ah :(wat a sigh of relief ,it was like getting alive again really i cannt live widout her :( still i can feel that pain of not finding her coz i know she is afraid of darkness ,strangers and crowd n she had to gone through wid all this ..
i m extrmely thnkful to God he sent her back n i found her !!
Dear lord keep eeveryone safe and guarded! ameen+

I... me and my self....

okay guys for a quick start m not gonna go into details telling u my birthdate and school name n father name bla blah blah ... but yeah wat i would like to tell u about me is like that ....

Childhood
its me sheema born in a month of feb have quite a weird nature and personality thats wat ppl tell me lolz and uptill now this world has failed to judge me or understands me ... my life starts with a great childhood and for that i m always thankful to my God m still thankful to him :)
so it was great childhood with full of enjoyment and fun school teachers parents siblings everybody was quite an experience being a first child i always got attention and care of everyone around my family and thats the reason y i am always seeking for that special attention ...now
in studies i was so best but till school only now i dun wan study any more :P
being a happy child i was always helpful and friendly towards others i neva had any issues with anyone i still remember my birthday parties which were celebrated as if m a princess and my nanee always be the first the first one to made me feel like that then in sixth grade i had to change my school which was quite unpleasent in the beginning but i settled coz as soon as i got admission in sixth grade ppl were first not frndly but wen i got first prize in my english class speaking competiton ppl came to me to shake hands and be my frnd again i was able to captured that special attention ...:)
i felt so good ..
then days passed and i settled there in my new school as if i had been always a part of that place i made frnds we had all colors i neva imagined that time life would turn out totally changed in future ...
n yes how can i forget my reading habit i always used to read books before going to bed it was so obvious or habitual for me that even if i had finished some book n the new book was not available i started reading the old one again jus to fulfil my reading desire . This habit is changed now but still i love reading books.
i was not a cartoon freaak but yea i loved watching tom and jerry captain planet and thunder cats and loved toking wid my frnds on phone n sharing each days story at school..
so thats it for my childhood continue wid my teenage life soon !!